hot dang

it was bad luck night. no swatches. voler messed up zipcode. they were in peru. i got us lost again. i have come to the conclusion that i'm very dumb. i think i just get so nervous about things and try not to make a mistake, that i make a mistake. i've also just had no confidence in myself lately which doesn't help. i hope today brings something better. i hope the weekend goes well. not sure what i can do to ensure it's a good one. i'm really hungry. maybe i'll try to go snag a snack. lunch seems far away.